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Yes, a true cliffhanger! You do it extremely well. Sometimes I wonder, though, if changing the names really matters. I would definitely recommend it, but not stress too much. Moving on to the next chapter . . .

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Thank you for the compliment, and I hear you about the names. It's honestly confusing for me and I get scared that I'm going to make a mistake. Still, it's worth the effort for me to try to protect their privacy.

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Imagining all that has surely come from having been able to cathartically process your experiences through your great writing, I didn't expect you to start to churn out edge of your seat, cliffhanger stories, such as the last two…

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Thank you John! I like to keep my readers on their toes, 🤣. Truth be told, cliffhangers motivate me to keep writing as much as it does to keep you reading. I appreciate your support! 🙏

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Wow, that's a really interesting perspective!

I hadn't thought of that…

If I ever exercise a dream of writing more in this kind of form I will definitely keep that in mind!

Concern about maintaining interest and motivation can be a serious deterrent.

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Writing has to be enjoyable on some level, right? I don't think focusing on the outcome, the finished product, the book, whatever it might be, is enough to sustain interest and/or motivate us over the long run. We also don't have any control over how our creation is received by a mass audience. At least we have some say over our own process, so that's where I try to put my energy.

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This is incredible! I sat at the edge of my seat waiting to find out what would happen next! MORE!!!!

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Thank you so much Stephanie!! There's so much more to come next week, and I can't wait for you to read it. 🥰❤️

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Seriously? I can’t believe that we have to wait for what happens next. We are at a point where we (okay, I) need to know right now!

This is a very good chapter Amy. You have the readers right where you want them.

Keep up the excellent work!

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Thank you Brett, you made me laugh 🤣. There's a lot more to come! I don't blame you though, patience is not one of my strong suits! I really do appreciate your support 🙏🥰

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Wow. Like film noir meets memoir. Super cool.

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Thank you! It is a strange experience writing about this time in my life. It feels like yesterday, and another lifetime all at once.

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You are welcome! Memory is its own strange animal.

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Nice cliffhanger, there!!

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Thank you so much for restacking! You are awesome, and I can't tell you how much I appreciate your support 🥰🙏 (okay, I just told you, but you know what I mean 🤣)

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OMG THE PLOT THICKENS!

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It really does! Stay tuned 🥰🙏

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Gahhhhhhh!!! Amy!!! I ♥️ you!!

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I love you too! I may be having too much fun writing this. It's all true, but maybe I should have a disclaimer that I've changed all the guys' names and identifying information for their privacy. I know I have every right to tell my story, but I don't need to do so at their expense.

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Might not be a bad idea to do that!

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I have to think of where to post that. Any and all ideas welcome!

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You can put it as a foot note when mentioning their name.. or as an asterisk at the beginning or end..

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Thank you! 🙏

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You're welcome!

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This is great! So many relatable emotions and also great intrigue. Keep 'em coming! ❤️

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Thank you Bonnie! This was a tough one because I wanted to get across why I didn't just let it go. If the same thing happened today, I wouldn't respond, but back then it was only a few months after Steven died and I felt so alone. I hadn't been able to save my own family, but I got it in my head that I would save his. I know it sounds crazy, but that's what happened. More to come!

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That doesn't sound crazy. Grief is such a wild ride. Thanks for letting us into your process.

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Thank YOU for being here 🥰🙏. I wish you lived in NYC, I have a feeling we could talk all night.

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Ahh we missed each other! I lived there for a few years before LA ❤️

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